Poems by Liz Quirke (Ireland) Published in The Ofi Press issue 49 
These Nights We meet in the dead hum, at what used to be Ryanair flight time, when on a fiver we'd drop it all and go, hole up in a one star room and know only the heat of each other for a week. Now we pass in the hallway, our bare feet loud against the tile, you getting water for the newest one, me a drink for the first. Our love sleeps in this house, fills the space with family we didn't account for on those boarding cards. And at this knee sore time with your shoulders drooped in tired falling, there is a part of me waiting for you at the door, listening close as you shuffle towards me, one bag between us as we leave it all behind to explore all we have yet to see. | Trinity Today, I am a damp match. Sulphur obscured by a film of mist. No breeze to dry me, restore my powers. The damp clings still, clammy on my clothes. No hope of snapping to life and razing this hell pile of tinder. Sullen under my shrunken powers, I wait in the nothingness that this dampening brings. Today, I am an empty spoon disappointing your eager mouth, failing to provide. I lay heavy amid the clutter, idle, dull and aimless, requiring too much help to fulfil my basic functions. What would I heap onto myself, load into my open heart, carved apart, reversed, pushed to a concave, so you faceless few can use me. Today, I am a bloodshot eye, white too dry to bother with the anointment of drops, any cooling charity, protection and calm from the smallest misplaceable bottle on the shelf. I want to wither in this barren pain, crack and split open so not even my swollen eyelid can shape itself around me, hide my true beaten form. |